So today I ate 6 cookies, that's right 6 Albertson's Chocolate Chip Cookies. And you know what that's embarrassing. It made me realize that I am never going to get to an ideal weight. So I am putting myself out there. I am exposing myself to the world, well not like in "Women's Appreciation Day" ("The Office" lovers will understand.) One of my biggest fears in life is having someone see me eating and think to themselves, "She should not be eating that, let alone eating at all." So I am hoping this fear of having friends and family see how I am right now will help me reach my goals.
I love to run but I always have an excuse not to. I love to walk up my hill but Cora is always sleeping or I don't have time cause I need to eat another cookie. So today, I am done. I am sick of always saying, "I am just like my dad." or "It's all cause of Grandma Jo" I need and want to be healthy and not always saying, "Diet starts Monday."
So here we go, starting tomorrow I will weigh in, take a picture of my self and post a weekly update. That way all of you Stott-family blog readers can hold me accountable. Here is where I am at;

150 Pounds
Where I want to be;
135 pounds and tone.
So please throw your worst my way. I want to hear I look bad at 150 and that I made you throw up in your mouth when you saw this picture. And then as I progress tell me how incredibly good looking I am. I am sure this will put an end to some friendship's but I warned you it would be dramatic. So there I am, exposed and embarrassed and crossing my fingers I can muster up the motivation.